feeling

by denise t

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im really not good at this

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released October 29, 2016

me, myself, and I

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denise t Queens, New York

16 year old kid
recording songs in her bedroom

i stopped keeping journals in marble notebooks and started using this instead

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Track Name: feeling
stars are aligned
i feel your hands in mine
i feel so cool!
i feel alive!
nothings better than
feeling alive

buzz cuts
and plastic cups
oh howww i feel so down
i dont know my way around
i feel so down …..

i cant shake
the feeling of feeling out of place
i dont belong
Track Name: ok
i never do anything cool
i kinda just sit around waiting for you
i just wanna remember
the things that i used to do
like that time in kindergarten
when i drew a picture of my mom
she liked it so much
she hung it up in her room

and its not fun wishing you were someone else
hoping something will happen
hoping i can hop off the shelf
and i just wish that i could love
myself myself for myself

i hate when my friends ask
if im okay
i just wanna lie down
all day
dont take it personally
i love everyone i know
its kind of overwhelming
being this uncomfortable

and it not fun wishing you werent alive
hoping something will happen
hoping you could live your life
without a single fear inside
im fine im fine i am fine
Track Name: i wish i belonged
i wonder how my life will be by the first day of spring
i wish i could remember the nights i spent lying on my side
it felt like a movie, it felt like a dream
it felt like a movie, it felt like a dream

holding onto somethings
better than feeling nothing
oh i wish i belonged ohhhhh iwish i belonged
Track Name: c train
loneliness is leaning against the glass
on an empty subway car
watch the sun pour in onto tired faces
watch myself still holding on
i feel upset when i think about
the future without you
i wanna stay inside forever
i wanna stay in this place forever

ill find something better
than looking forward to your call

im not so sure what i wanna do
today and tomorrow
im not so happy in this place
but i feel comfortable
talk on the phone, stay up late
i dont feel so miserable
i hate who i am when i think about you
i hate who i am when i think about you

ill find myself still waiting for you
to show up in my dreams
it is my fault that i let you
do you even think about me

loneliness is leaning against the glass
on an empty subway car
watch the sun pour in onto tired faces
watch myself still holding on
Track Name: worry
dont say you miss me
when you cant even ask how i am
i am tired and i am dizzy
why do you make me feel like this

its not about the heart break
or the fact that you got high last week
and told me to stop worrying
about god damn thing

i worry about everything