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just a lot of demos

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1.
you are the sea i can drown in you but i could be a mountain i could be great too dont worry about me i can hardly move i could start fires for what i feel for you you're really great and i dont know what i'd do without you, i dont think i would exist i wish i knew you as a kid i wish i knew you as a kid
2.
cold water 01:52
think about last summer new hampshire sun on my skin nothing matters nothings important i read books i wrote poetry i feel grass on my toes i feel at home i saved all ur letters even the ones i never sent even though theyre all licked and stamped i called you that night and you didnt pick up i missed you so much everyone here is nice its surprising to feel this at ease as if nothing in the entire world could ever bother me swim in cold water goosebumps on my skin and stars that i wouldnt be able to see in a city laughing and crying and more laughing you wouldnt believe. i was so happy!
3.
days 02:37
i like the way the cold makes my nose glow i watch the snow spiral out of control i hold in my breath, i hold it in close i want to speak, i want you to know i listened to my favorite sad song today when its dark outside, i notice everything like the guy that smelled like you on the train or how wet my shoes will get in the rain tomorrow is a different day tomorrow we’ll be older tomorrow i wont know your name feel my fingertips turn numb from the cold think about your hips, i think about the warmth i die a little inside everything i miss your hands its not fair the way youve made a home in my head next week, itll be a different year happy birthday! i wish i was never here happy holidays! we havent spoken since last may
4.
two heads in a parking lot i wanna tell you i love you but its not enough street lamp lights the way at night i wanna tell you i love you but it doesnt feel right and ur scared i am too and none of this is news and ur distant im compliant and thats what i like the most about u my head hurts with the thought of leavin i wanna stay here forever even if that means dyin young light a cigarette and tell me and the one ive tied my shoes and im ready to go anywhere with you ive got my clothes im ready to know anything about u
5.
On my way! 02:28
cigarette breathes in the winter time you make me choke you make me lose half a life you stand at the edge of subway platforms you hold your head high you hold your head high and you dont know whats comin youve got the world in ur hands i just wanna hold ur hand last week you called when i was in the city im coming home im coming home 2.75 on my card you have me whole, you have me whole and you dont know whats comin youve got the world in ur hands i just wanna hold ur hand and you know whats comin im comin thru im comin to u its not fair the way youve made a home in my head its not fair the way youve made a home in my head
6.
silence 02:44
hold your hand on the front porch tell me goodbye from your living room window i thought about you on my walk home i cant believe this is how we exist in silence exist in silence i wouldnt miss you as much if i didnt care half as much, i wanna know in silence i wanna know in silence do you ever feel like dyin cuz im dyin to know do you ever feel like crying cuz zz im crying for u why dont u meet me afterschool ill buy you anything you want ill watch you stand by the bus stop in silence have you ever felt your skin crawl with the thought of being alone in silence do u wanna know?

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released December 30, 2016

thank u raymond for coming back from georgia and clapping with me and making me laugh a lot while making this

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